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Rebecca Smith
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Just be f*cking nice đ
Stories (75/0)
A New Hobby In Lockdown
Like many people, the lockdown means that I have been stuck inside the house, for the best part of a year now. At the beginning of the dreaded pandemic, I lost my job because I worked for a small company, who couldn't afford to survive anymore - they were having money issues way before the virus. I was jobless, homeless and had to move back in with my dad. Which I saw as a massive failure, because I never wanted to move back in with my parents. Sadly, my mum died in 2018, otherwise I would've lived with her instead. As many of us have, I've been really struggling with my mental health all through lockdown. I've had depression and anxiety for years, but this past year has really heightened that.I hate being stuck inside at the best of times, but when you're actually being forced into it? My idea of absolute hell.
By Rebecca Smith3 years ago in Humans
Open Letters to My Mama - Letter Four
Dear Mama, Iâll be honest, I wasnât sure what to write for this one. Iâve focused on how inspiring you are, how you donât give yourself enough credit, your overwhelming talent and how beautiful you are. I know youâve not read them, or if you have, then youâve kept quiet about it. I know that my writing isnât great and I can never get my point across properly, because Iâm rubbish with emotions. I wanted to write you these so that you knew someone is on your side. That there is always someone here who loves you unconditionally and will always have your back. But deep down, I know that Iâm not your blood, and honestly, Iâm probably just in your way most of the time.
By Rebecca Smith4 years ago in Families
Open Letters to My Mama â Letter Three
Dear Mama, Okay, so you KNEW this one was coming. How could I not talk about your talent?! Youâve got more talent in your little finger, than most people I know put together. You ace your fucking job, every single time, you can sing (yes, yes you can), you nail being a mum, you have a talent for being able to cheer anyone up; no matter whatâs wrong. AND - and this could be the most important - your Pesto Pasta is the best Iâve ever tasted. True story.
By Rebecca Smith4 years ago in Families
Open Letters to My Mama - Letter Two
Dear Mama, So, here we are. My second letter, not that youâve probably even read the first one. I know youâre busy and have a lot on, so reading this is probably very low on your to-do list. But anyway, here we are with the second one regardless. Clearly the first one didnât work, because youâre still insulting yourself about the way you look (which is pissing me off, but I know thatâs not going to change over-night). So, what to tackle this time? There is always so much that I want to say to you, but when I write, my mind goes blank. Thatâs probably a huge reflection of my anxiety and not liking the whole âshare feelingsâ thing. But I shall push through my own shit, and rant about how incredibly inspirational you are.
By Rebecca Smith4 years ago in Families
Open Letters to My Mama â Letter One
Earlier this year, I wrote my Mama a letter. I miss letters. I think theyâre a skill that we are losing, and I think thatâs sad. Letters are personal and let you say things that you canât in a text, or even over the phone. My Mama is the most beautiful woman I know and sheâs amazing, but she has no self-confidence and doesnât realise how wonderful she really is. So, Iâm writing this open letter, so the world has access to seeing just how much she means to me.
By Rebecca Smith4 years ago in Families
Crazy Ex Girlfriend, Rachel Bloom and *that* Greg Argument
Ahh. Crazy Ex Girlfriend. The beautiful, wonderful, glorious show, that you cannot help but binge watch. time and time again. I think I've watched and re-watched the whole series about seven times now - not bad for someone who wasn't sure whether to watch it or not.
By Rebecca Smith4 years ago in Geeks
Healthcare in Kenya
Discussion of challenges relating to the provision of health care in Kenya - Most maternal deaths are due to causes directly related to pregnancy and childbirth unsafe abortion and obstetric complications such as severe bleeding, infection, hypertensive disorders, and obstructed labor. Others are due to causes such as malaria, diabetes, hepatitis, and anaemia, which are aggravated by pregnancy. 8.5% of children will die before they reach their fifth birthday; leading causes of death is diarrhoea and malaria.
By Rebecca Smith4 years ago in Longevity
My Second Mum
I wrote this a few years back. During a very tough time in my life. Things at home were bad, at university was getting to me. I've always wanted this woman to be my mum. Ever since I was little. But as I got older, I wanted it more. I wanted to have someone to talk to, like most mothers and daughters do. I wanted to be close to the influential woman in my life. I wanted to learn from her and grow up to be like her.
By Rebecca Smith4 years ago in Families