Azrie'l Johnson
Bio
Increasing my power through vulnerability to heal, shift perspectives, free myself, and allow my cherished "reputation" to dissolve
If my writing moves you in anyway, I am open to receive any exchanges through loving comments and or tips ๐
Stories (17/0)
Truth be told
What's most important to me as a boy mom of three is keeping a honest, healthy, and emotionally connected bridge between each child. As someone who grew up without supportive and healthy emotional connections to parents and siblings because I was too emotional and sensitive, that is a personal mission. It has been quite uncomfortable and challenging for me with my children, oldest specifically because he is me (emotional and sensitive). You're probably wondering well shouldn't it be easy to give what I didn't receive and I have been wondering the same, but no it has not been that easy unfortunately. Has it gotten better? Yes! Does it wither? Yes! Am I giving up? Hell no!!
By Azrie'l Johnson6 months ago in Chapters
Intentions and Truth:
Now that I am older, especially at 28 I am viewing more of my life from a spiritual and energetic standpoint. Recalling back to my teen years up till now, acne hasn't been much of an issue for me. Perhaps a few pimples would show up here and there on my cheeks mostly, I believe my forehead as well. Now that I am older, especially at 28 I am viewing more of my life from a spiritual and energetic standpoint. Damn near everything intrigues me to know the meaning behind it on those levels. Why? I enjoy the deeper meaning behind what life is showing me through my emotions, animals that appear, songs that spontaneously play in mind, my children's behavior, and even my skin! New information excites me, especially when it isn't talked on much in society.
By Azrie'l Johnson7 months ago in Journal
Right Here, Right Now
This is one of those right here right now blog pieces to check in with my present self. It's 5 am and earlier this week I verbalized an intention to publish another blog to keep my momentum of sharing going. That was because within my notes app is a folder labeled "blogs" and within my room there are journals all around filled with blog material. So yes there is material to share. The only deferment is the ones I want to publish are "unfinished".
By Azrie'l Johnson8 months ago in Art
Chaotic woman
"A chaotic life is the result of chaotic choices" -Alafia This quote shot an abrupt woah moment when I read it for the first time through a self given reading with my oracle cards. First couple of reads, the quote was disagreeable because there was no belief of my life holding space for chaos until the definition was seen with clarity. Chaos is a state of utter confusion. That landed me exactly where I've been dwelling in, a reality of confusion. A reality of discomfort through poor choices constantly chosen.
By Azrie'l Johnson9 months ago in Chapters
A New Beginning:
The truth of self becomes elusive when there is lack of self expression. A lack of self expression creates a blockage. A story may be told, but if one tells partial truth to hide behind their falsehood, they are being dishonest. Now the integrity of self is compromised. -Azrie'l
By Azrie'l Johnson9 months ago in Confessions