i’m sorry i didn’t say goodnight tonight
i normally would and i usually do
but you know the last couple of days i just wanted to talk to you
like before but different
we’re different now
maybe i still love you and you still don’t love me
but it’s been a while
what 9 months? sounds about right
but anyway
i wanted to talk again
and just like before, i was the only one speaking
no amount of love could make you talk again
not from me at least
maybe the other person that you put your time into makes you the happiest you’ve ever been
and if they do
i’ll still love you
but watching the numbers on your snapstreak go up in hundreds
while the hours i’ve been left on delivered go up too
makes my eyes water from the hurt
i can’t continue to wait at your foot like a dog
no matter how much i want to
so tonight instead of texting again to make sure you’ve seen my texts
i’ll let the hours go up with your snapstreak
so i’m sorry i didn’t say goodnight tonight
even thought i normally would
and usually do
and i’m sorry i haven’t said i love you
even though i want to
-please notice that i love you
(5/27/24)
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Comments (1)
Reading this made me cry because it was extremely relatable. I'm so sorry you're going through this 🥺 Sending you lots of love and hugs ❤️