In Stillness
Utterly feel alone.
My mind wanders,
Beyond my consciousness.
Seeking the answer to my soul content,
Without knowing what I am looking for
I feel completely lost and alone
“Who am I? “
No answer.
In silence, my mind rushes in million miles
Leaving me behind with no one and nothing
In darkness
My eyes open for the first time,
Seeing the truth of life and death
My heart fills with something warm and fluffy
Expelling the water from my newly accustomed eyes.
All I know is
that I am between birth and death,
Alone yet together
with indescribable entities supporting my existence.
Aloneness I feel is
illusion of the world I reside.
The only thing I desire is
that vanishment of this profound loneliness.
In the space between life and death,
Nothing will fulfill the emptiness of my heart
No one will bring me a sense of joy or contentment
until I see and feel the truth of aloneness.
Alone yet together
Alone yet connected
connected to the Source I can only sense but not capable to see
“Who Am I?”
Beyond my bodily existence
Deeply lonesome
unexpectedly hopeful and exuberant
Alone with LOVE.
“Being alone is a power that very few people can handle.” - Budda
About the Creator
Ayumi
Everything I do, I do for LOVE. Writing is a way I express my love to the world. Thank you for reading my stories.
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TURNING 70
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