Lost in the Snow

Last night happened so fast I didn't know what I was doing. I took a drive to the mountains without realizing it had snowed the night before. I had enough money saved for a car. Instead I drove up the mountain top near the desert and found myself in a cabin the next day. I have to figure out how to fix this, I thought. Suddenly a knock at my door is exchanged and a beautiful brown-haired girl covered in white icicles is in front of me, again. "What are you doing here" I proclaimed. "I just had to make sure you were okay" she said. "I thought you were through with me" I said. "I wanted to be sure you were okay". "Come in?" I asked. She backed off. "I can't make you happy Bill, you have to do that yourself I just wanted to say goodbye" she explained with a teary eye. I didn't understand, I shouldnt't have left. In that moment, I looked down at the icy snow and gave it one last shot. "Your my peace when we fight I feel lost and when we don't I feel seen in the quietest of ways" "I love you, I need you" I said softly. " No, all you ever needed was to feel less alone. I can't be that for you anymore, I'm tired". Without hesitation, she storms off to her car and leaves me in the dry snow as it buckles underneath her car. She's gone.