With Success Comes Failure

The city life where all the normies live isn't the life I want. I want to be happy, I want to not feel so overwhelmed day in, day out. I have these two severe ear infections I can't listen to my music today in highly stressful situations until I couldn't do it. I put on my Bluetooth against my better judgement. The noise was to intense for me.

Today, has been probably filled with so many many ups, and downs. When I think I got everything figured out, I feel as though I am knocked down a few pegs.

I didn't get the job I wanted, and yesterday was just an overstimulating day. I was just so exhausted from fighting constantly.

For the last two days I have been trying to writing this piece. When it comes to anyone we all have our time when things are just to much. With anyone with high functioning Autism we hide it with smiles and jokes. We don't want others to see our behaviours because there is just a horrid stigma radiating from bipolar, ADHD, and autism. This stigma comes from small minded people.

So, I find myself fighting for my own education at Cleveland State University to transfer to Marshall University. I feel like I need to read the Art of War by General Sun Tzu. Which I found the library achieves. So now I think I will be reading the Art of War. Because Sun Tzu is brilliant.

I've been failing in self-care areas lately which can be hard in itself to remember with speedy brain, and ADHD hyper focus. To remember the little things in life.

It wasn't until I had to figure out with success comes failure. Sometimes it's important to let myself fall. I must pick myself up and dust myself off.

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I know I have a bad habit even when writing my blog entries to start going into talking business. I don't want to do this, this time. However, my personal goals while on spring holiday, is to vlog my trip to the Cleveland Metropark Zoo. Monday's Residents can get in for free. Also, to do some outing vlogging to the Library. While I get my replacement library card. I want to do more self-care blog entries.

I am listening to the Art of War by Sun Tzu for fun.

I think my whole point with success sometimes comes failure if you can't find what you want to figure out a different approach. I learned as an author it's important to learn more about the different ways. Even concentrating on the many different avenues within writing.

I will launching OCD Queen Books and my first novel It's been nearly six years since I have written a novel project. Project Code: Borderlines will be published around the time my online bookstore will be launching. In the meaning time, prepping for those times has been a pain in the butt. But trial and error everyone it's important.

I feel like learning about business secrets. The power of how important it is to appeal to a different demographic what is needed to make a successful business. The power of names and words are extremely important to know. Here is a view sneak peaks for my Vocal family.

This is just the beginning and more like a prototype I probably won't even use Wix it's just an idea of what I will be doing. I might even use a website designer? I don't know yet. I may not. There is so many things to think about.

With Success comes failure, don't let anything discourage you everyone. Just keep going. And never give up, no means fin a different way. Don't let anyone talk you out of your goals.