Winter Rose

It’s my birthday today.

I never say my wishes out loud everyone knows after that they don’t come true.

I’m a closed book. I’ll never let anyone read, but just this once. Just for you, I'll open my pages and tell you my wish.

Saying it is silly, You know just as well as I do what I want this year. It’s nothing new. It’s always been you.

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A cold night violently rushes in from the north

My soul clings to the moment when I can finally feel you..

I’m sitting on my roof waiting.

We only see each other once in a blue moon, but the time we share heals all my open wounds

My family tells me to come inside. “You caught a fever last winter! A childish fool! ” My love for you makes them bitter.

I hop back in bed, but just for a moment, until I sneak out the back window and into the night.

To the woods I go, Our spot, the forest clearing. Where flowers will soon bloom.

Here is where I'll wait. Where I’ll wait for you

I brought some music. I’m losing my mind. Picking my lips to pass the time.

I just want it to snow

And I can hear ur voice coming through my radio

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The Blizzard

Heart-shaped shadows of snow gravitate all around me.

Snowflakes in the shapes of red and pink

Rosy lips meet rosy cheeks

All around me, the night turns to white.

as you plummet down from the sky

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You are the essence of beauty and the personification of my wet dreams

Warm, so warm. It's not right for something this cold and dangerous to make me feel so warm and safe.

I love you. I love you. I love you

But you already know that. That's why you are here. That's why I'm here.

I’m your Winter Rose

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Our love is so pure. I’m not going anywhere

Be here with me as I lay in awe of you

I got your taste stained in my teeth and every year I wait for you to come to see me again

I’m miserable without you don’t you know? Can't you see my frozen tears trail behind me when you leave?

you'll come back, this I know, so don't be frustrated by my doubt. It kills me to watch you go

Winter, my divine lover. I wear you like my favorite color.

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An avalanche

Our love has rolled itself into something larger than ourselves.

Winter my love, bury me under your weight. Take the breath away from my lungs and Suffocate me.

Our love makes no sense, but I’ve got your name written on my lips and I love the way we look together

The silence is my favorite part

You’re my favorite sound

Music to my soul

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I have dreams about me and you

I know you share the same dreams

When I'm lost I look to you, covered in your cold dust. You know me too well

I'm falling, and I’ve fallen hard, I can’t help myself. I can’t help but let myself die from under your frosty fingertips..

When love is so great, how can I not choke?

I won’t ask how long you will be here. It doesn’t matter.

I love the way you look when you fall. Perplexing me with your paradox

Delicate

Delicately destroying me

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I'm your Winter Rose.

In a blanket of fluorescent silk white pearls. Glittering like stars we light up the night

I can feel the wind roaring, colliding you into me.

Kissing my snow-white skin with candy coated slush.

A delicate rose, in the midst of your brutal storm.

Your delicate Winter Rose blooms for you.

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Others may love you, but not as much as I love you.

They like to watch you from the inside, but not me I wanna worship you raw.

Shoot your icicles into my veins so I can breathe again.

Frostbites on my neck. I wear your scars with pride.

Fire in my eyes. I’m burning for you. I’ll freeze for you

My love

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When I think of heaven I think of you.

When I think of serenity I think of you.

When I think of beauty I think of you

When I think of love I think of you.

I think of death when I think of you

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I’ll lay here until my skin matches your degree

I’ll get hypothermia for you.

I’d give you my last breath babe

If you go. I’ll go with you.

If you could think I’m beautiful. Then I really have nothing to lose.

I look around and watch you take my shape

Hot steam pours from my exhale.

A sweet dream I fade into. The snow falls and sticks to my eyelashes and coates me ecstasy and empyreal

To die at the hands of one I love. I can’t see a better way to go.

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I am a Winter Rose

I don’t know how I live but I do

As my fate draws closer, I lay proudly in this Arctic ocean twinkling like a million rubies, frozen under ice, but not without luster. Not without glamour

I am a Winter Rose

Crying tears of blood like garnet dripping from out my bud

I’m a Winter Rose

A Belle who never knew her beauty

An Enigma

A Tragedy

An Omen of warning for those who fall too deep in love

A Poem

I am a Winter Rose

I’m forever your Winter Rose