These Last Months
In black and white
I put down my paints
And held the graphite rod
Firmly in my grasp.
It was time to make sense of this world of mine
And relinquish the comforting pastel washes
And optimistic sweeps of my palette knife
I longed for simplicity
For the black and white
Boundaries of the carefully
Constructed lines
Clean
Clear Cut
They helped me cope.
In black and white
My world made sense again
I could see the pain on the page
Locked within the lines
Of my colourless cell
And I breathed easier from that night on
The tightness in my chest unfurled
My grip on the page
And I rested there a while,
But black and white becomes tricky too
For you can't navigate the world
When your living in the lines
So I shaded and smudged
Dabbled and dappled
Until that blurred beauty, emerged
In a rainbow of grey graphite
And the overwhelming urge to pick up my paints
And add a splash of colour
Took Hold.
About the Creator
LilyRose
Corporate cog by day, poet by night. Writing is my happy place. Comments, follows and critiques are always welcome!
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