The Windows of My Soul
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Lightning slashes across the angry sky
Reminding me of a disco ball that has lost its rhythm
Forgone its cadence
While the ancient Valkyries dance and call out
To the newly departed ones
Guiding them gently back home
The rain beats against the glass panes
Like tears of the damned painfully shattering
The windows of my soul
I pull the warm blankets of denial over my head
Pretending it is not you
Who is out there
Beckoning and reaching out to bring me home
Begging me to let go and let be
Pleading with me to come back to you
Knowing eventually, I will no longer be able to resist you
Instead, I desperately try to submerge myself
Into the solitude of sleepy dreamland again
But you are persistent and won’t let me rest
As you relentlessly pound on
The windows of my soul
Surrounding me with synchronicities
Until I don’t know the difference between
The knowledge of my fate
And the misconstrued truth I hold so dear
Forcing me to accept the divinity of our reality
Telling me everything happens for a reason
And that my thoughts are not projections
Of my human existence
But they are the actual reality of us
Forcing me to recognize the shimmer of
Sacred consciousness sharply reflected in
The windows of my soul
You are my miracle
You are my flame
-Julie O'Hara
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Comments (2)
There are deep truths and lessons in there... Thank you for writing and sharing 😊
Beautifully written, Ms O’Hara.