Student & Teacher Everlasting

We are each given a mission ...
Some are immediately alert , focused, & making progress daily...
Some are driven off course & will wake up eventually, and finish where they left off...
Some may never attempt to complete it, due to denial, fear, lack of faith, low self esteem....

In the midst of my life, lessons, and struggles ...
I innerstand I haven't just been called to do the work , but to also teach...
to give back...
to help others grow and enlighten themselves ....

because of my past ,
False or Factual Rumors....
what people think of me ....
people projecting their own insecurities or doubts on me....
being in a teaching position has been a challenge....
I received a message, that in short said " it's time for me to get my class in order"....

Much like the turtle within my safe space, I've been yelling with a whisper ....
Falling for the trap of anxiety.....
letting people walk over me, like a rug...
Talk Over me, like I'm a child...
Almost letting my power dim away....
my gifts & abilities stay tucked safely in my shell from this world ...

I refuel my inner light from the sun beams ...
And I've begun to realize, there are so many that are eager to learn... Longing to LIVE....
to be the best versions of themselves....
FEELING nothing but comfort in my presence to open up ....

In this moment, I reach maybe a small crowd and I'm grateful but my intent is to reach the masses , all with Love & Positive vibrations !