So You say

So You say that it is Your story of life to discover these all beautiful things outside

Yes, but I am not saying I am expressing myself to the inside of myself this time through the words of the song that I have written to be Myself

So who were You yesterday or the day before what I mean did I get to know You for real or again was I fooling my soul?

Giving me Your heart You will gonna have fire to combat

I did not even ask for that

fights are something I am off this year and forever more only healthy psychological fights are included in my moral way of being for another and myself

I remember sitting in the room now, just delivered to my first bed it was so white and too big for a still such a small creature like me

I wanted to stand and look around my new room but when I just tried I saw somebody coming in

It was Her with two eggs and She gave me them I touched them and got frustrated because I couldn't eat them with a shell

It was my first experience of being frustrated on my first day on Earth

Are you dreaming or so?

He asked without any interest at all

I am just going with my mind to the past having some de ja vu

dont know why

maybe this frustration or the roots of it

suddenly directed me towards You and the way You have entirely made me feel like

until I got out of Your way

and found me for real in a completely new state

I know reality and so many will try to again push me towards you

and You alone will do everything to fool me on and on

but there is someone who does care for me

and helps to open the door with the right key

and be free!

You say I wasn't there

I couldn't feel I couldn't know

but I knew all I was aware of since the three-second song

that You have never played in Love

Just so that You know I am no longer Your loving bot!

wait I am going for a concert

Do You wanna join me so?

We go, We go

who are we

I won't ever know but know

something about tomorrow and the beauty of the whole

watch me tonight eating all the chocolates and writing a poem about us

in the hole

of a micro line tool

still uniting like a neverending love

were you saying anything at all? He moaned and went for a coffee shot

that's not love that is something more

it feels better like beyond the surface of it all

when you know that He plays games on your nerves and soul

but You love

You are the Love !

Who do I love ? again He asked

I don't love anyone - not my problem anymore

He didn't even care if I wanted to listen this one of his songs

I finally laughed and healed my heart and soul

into the beauty of the healing song that I will still

prelong each day I do really need some real Love!

from another to come!

oh what a Boy, what a Life from horror through healing to the smile and into the Laugh into peace all around and finally relaxed

multitasking in between working time some of this work feels like Love and it does Unite!

Were You saying so?

Is He again asking my thoughts or maybe it is a bot?