Never Too Late For Love
Your life can change for the better if you only believe.
Would love ever come?
Time tiptoed upon me, and one day I
floundered in a game of solitaire;
mindful of how quickly the bloom of youth runs away,
leaving me clawing for attention at the hands of
vacuous dubious callers preaching to me on a platform
built on quicksand.
I failed to heed the hurricane warnings of my beating ventricles,
And I should have sought solace a different way.
Instead, I fell too fast, for his unpasteurized honey charm
and his cardboard North American dreams.
I filled my wastebasket with paper love notes, and broken heart emojis,
scorched by the fire of empty hopes, lost loans, and fiery evenings.
I tumbled.
I heard a tin pan symphony playing a scratchy tuneless melody
about copper dreams, in notes
made of sedges played by a hapless drifter
from a distant land.
He claimed as his steady companion
an unfinished fag, unpaid loans, and
empty wine bottles –the flotsam and jetsam of an incoherent life.
I cry out plaintively to The Highest One.
Why me? I said. Am I not worthy of no finer thing
than love?
I took an emotional sabbatical and searched,
looking for a way to
unharness myself from the desperations of my troubled cerebral cortex.
I heard the voice of Opportunity call, and when I finally opened
the door, I choked out and gasped! A familiar person greeted me and called
me by my true name: Self-Love!
I fell back, shocked, and lay there crying and weeping over my regrets, the
things I might have done differently,
had I not jumped on a track with no name
and no proper conductor.
When I finally picked myself up off the floor
and stared into the Mirror of My Life,
I saw Doubt and Self-loathing peel away from my skin and wash
away, and I stood up straighter like never before – the pain of 2000 fractious days and nights flushed from me the way the ancient civilizations used to throw dirty water out of
their windows.
It was not too late for me, after all!
Then I saw him there in the college cafeteria!
His uncolored grey hair and beige, benign eyes attached to a superior
Roman nose promised to me of salutary days ahead.
The cadence of his voice reminded me of the possibilities of
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a serendipitous Springtime, Springsteen music day, and a caveman cosmic
picnic filled with sandwiches made of Goodness, Kindness, and Caring–all
wrapped up in a biodegradable wax paper made of peace incense from the
loftiest ashrams of the Himalayas.
He was no taller than me and was the opposite of fussiness.
He wore his blue cords loose, slung low down his body.
He was hip without splashing trendiness. I was drawn to him as though his
body was a velcro velvet belt worn by the heroine in a Pam Grier movie.
I felt rattled; unsure if he was The One.
But my rapture for him was returned to me, like a far-flung echo from the
deep recesses of The Grand Canyon.
I became besotted with this bohemian romantic
who expressed himself
with no airs and dramatic rhapsody.
His expansive mind could manipulate
a scenic watercolor mountain painting out of a virgin canvas,
and he served up philosophical concepts
like pancakes ready to be consumed by those hungry for knowledge.
Just when I was losing hope, I lifted the veil, and the aging mocking clown
that was in me disappeared.
In time, our commitment to each other would take us to have
a neon Vegas wedding,
albeit, a simple one it was, without the fancy dress, or even guests.
The kind of Wedding where God and the Minister presided, before granting
a marriage certificate.
I felt that this was
truly the beginning for us
because it was all due to this powerful four- letter
word.
Love came to me just when I needed it the most,
as though I was a quantum astronaut,
riding on a late afternoon beam of heavenly energy
magnified a trillion times by the power of the Sun and Moon
and a billion stars and unexplored planets and
galaxies, and the brilliance transcended my unenlightened soul
and allowed me to experience a hopefulness of my spirit
as timeless and as luminous as a
total eclipse of the sun.
And so powerful are the feelings between us, it is as though
Time and Space are but merely illusions in our existence,
and Love will always be the cohesive force, keeping us together...forever
less a day.
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About the Creator
C C Farley
I loved reading at an early age. Writing is also a passion and I love writing, reading, and spending time with my pets.
I also love photography, independent film making, travel and writing.
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