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Life is Darkness
A darkest poem but a poetic letter about my mental health.. CW- depression and suicidal thoughts
Dear friends and acquaintances,
the world is too cruel for me..
people are so selfish…
I don’t have any support in my entire life—
everyone, even you, leaves me…
I don’t see any love or light—
I see nothing but a bleakness, darkness, and death…
everyone is much happier without me..
I see everyone, including you, is /are better off without me including I make mistakes…
I was the mistake for a whole reason..
I‘ve always been the problem to everyone…
I see the world are much more peaceful and delightful if I wasn’t exist …
I don’t have any future—
I see loneliness and bleakness even much more when I get older…
I don’t know what love is…
I don’t see anything beautiful to this world…
I'm sorry that I wasn’t a good friend or something to you…
everything is too much for me…
About the Creator
Meghan LeVaughn
I'm Meghan. I’m 36. I always love to be creative and using my imagination since I was a little girl. I like stories & love to share my inspirations, journeys, etc.
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Comments (4)
Writing is such a good way to cope. I've been there. It only gets better if you stick around to let it get better though 💙
This was extremely relatable. Sorry you're feeling this way too 🥺 Sending you lots of love and hugs ❤️
I’m sorry. The world can be so overwhelming and cruel. Stay. Stay. Go through it. ❣️💕
Overwhelming!!!💕❤️❤️