In the final analysis, i am the worst
Plagued with a generation curse
We all know where the bad ones go
Down below
The poison's already been ingested
I've been tested
and came up short
No one lets down an angel and messes with the fates to wind up unscathed.
Words simply fail to describe her.
She's perfect, beautiful, divine and sublime
And every one of them fail her
Nonetheless she still sticks to her faith
She is beyond strong and brave
She has more love in her than there are water droplets in an infinite ocean.
She knows everything.
She looked into my heart which she once loved but now she turns away.
She is a warrior, a champion, an angel and saint.
I should have tried harder
I never could believe true love could be mine. The devil's been telling me that my whole life. That and many other awful things.
I should have accepted the greatest gift of eternity
The once in an eternity blessing.
St peter won't be calling my name
The biggest sinner is the almost saint
I nearly vomit and faint knowing what I've done.
It can't be undone.
You'd think I would have learned from the biggest baddies-- judas, lucifer and icarus
Only for me to become one of those monstrous men.
Indeed, how many turn away from a christmas miracle?
My heart is past the point of being froze. It simply is no more.
And my soul? I don't even want to know.
It is forlorn, scorned and damned.
My corpse has been ejected and left for scraps.
Oh this far more than a simple mishap!
I knew what was at stake
That there was no room for error
Or a moment to hesitate
As a result, this feeling of regret is something I can't shake.
I could only truly love and understand her by running into the unknown bliss
Nothing less would do.
I went thru 1 million boxing rounds just to not run across the finish line
I was the little minnow that fought a million currents and how many predators only to resist the kiss of true love and remain an ugly frog forever.
It could not be comprenhended by my mind
I should have leapt with my heart
To make her mine
She is all I've ever wanted
Our bond crossed all boundaries of space and time
And honey i know your light shone with the strength of a billion suns.
My time has come and went
All i can do is repent
All in vain.
The next time an angel comes near, i will be wise enough to listen, to obey and to appease her every whim which is a command from God's kingdom.
Ohh if I still had a heart, how much would it weep for you! How much it tremble at your glory! I would have waited for you forever to become braver, stronger, better for you...to be perfect like you... to just have one more shot at love...at eternity with you.
I know at one time I was a worthy potential lover. I hope you don't think it was a complete waste of time. I will always love you.
No more sad poems I promise.
I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry.
Ciao bella
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Comments (4)
This is heartbreakingly beautiful.
"more love in her than there are water droplets in an infinite ocean" - such beautiful writing.
Wow, so passionate and thought provoking! I really enjoyed this.
Nice Story