I have been in "Hermit mode" for the past few months.
Deep-diving into who I want to be, and what I want to do next. Oh, the joys and lows of self-discovery!
Yes, lows.
Self-discovery is painted to be this magical, almost 'woo-woo', spiritual journey; and it can be, don't get me wrong...
but, for the most part; it's really just getting honest and sitting in solitude to figure out what the next move is.
You have to get going and ironically be more still at the same time.
When you move, energy moves, and shifts happen.
The next move will take you to your next level.
The next level will determine what opportunities meet you there.
I could say that I feel great grief and sorrow for leaving you for so long and diving INTO myself; but that just is not the truth.
And, if it is not the truth, then it goes against anything and everything that I stand for in this life.
Who would I be if not true to myself?
Anyway; I've gotten closer to God, Universe, "Source" and it has only been beneficial to me. I can not say it has been without resistance, but it has definitely been rewarding.
I will fill you in on all the new and exciting things I have going on in my life (and in my mind - LOL) since I have been away.
For now, all I want to ask is; How have you been Vocal family?
It's good to be back (and better!)
You know I love connecting with you here, leave me a message in the comments!
About the Creator
Nomfundo Gumede
I enjoy writing; engaging through story-telling.
I have found my stress-reliever and ended up falling back in love with a part I had forgotten about myself - Expression.
Accredited TEFL Teacher - teaching conversational English online!
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