Disorder Taking Over
Not a feeling you'd want to get used to.
To be so happy yet
In so much pain.
.
I'm smiling, thinking positively
Then smacked with nausea.
Tears start to fall while
My thoughts run wild.
.
Slowly but steadily,
I feel myself breaking
Into pieces
So small,
So fragile.
.
Anxiety flowing through
Every inch of every bone,
Losing grip of serenity,
Of sanity,
Of oneself.
.
The calming voices fade away,
A mind turns into complete chaos
Of worry,
Of dread.
.
Emotions begin pouring out
Controlling all thoughts and actions,
Manipulating every aspect of life.
.
I'm scared to see what's to come.
.
After all these years
Battling, struggling to remain positive
While experiencing apprehension,
Still learning all the
Torments anxiety does to one.
About the Creator
Amelia Davis
"You're mind is a garden, your thoughts are the seeds, you can grow flowers, or you can grow weeds."
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