I hate myself
I hate this world
I hate the path I am going down
There’s never a point to the things I do,
So why do I do them?
Honestly, what am I gaining from any of this?
I remember the day I met him.
He made me feel like I was unstoppable,
He gave me butterflies whenever I saw, thought, or even spoke about him.
He made me feel that the aftermath was worth it.
At the end of the party, there was going to be light
My dear Sebastian, he was my only
So why did he leave?
Last night I lay in bed, staring at the darkness that now coated my walls
The darkness that is always in place of the light,
If all I can see is darkness, how do I know where to go?
How do I know where to go if no one is there to guide me?
How do I know where to go if Sebastian is not here to boost me up?
Every night after the party, I stare into the darkness
Every night I get lost in my scary thoughts, completely overwhelming my mind
Every night I wait for someone anyone to guide me.
But no one comes.
I send him letters every day,
But he never receives them
What can I do without him?
I hate being stuck in such a small place
I hate this way of life
I hate the moments after the party
The feeling of emptiness after the party
It is always the party letting me down
So what is the point of fighting for a lost cause?
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