I do wonder if you ever think about me
But you probably don’t
And you probably won’t
Because you got want you want
And with that I’m trying to be at peace
But we share so many memories
I don’t think I’ve belly laughed like that since I told you to leave
A shame
Your shame
My shame
No, he
A combination but you lacked appreciation and then had to go use my insecurity against me
Funny how both of our insecurities left with the friendship
Funny how life without you does have some benefits
Funny how I don’t miss you I just miss having someone
We were almost too close
You were my sister but you couldn’t be bothered
Losing me to gain him
Character flawed but I suppose now you both can’t hurt others
But I do hope you hurt each other
Karma will do you in
And I don’t even care to know what it is
I just hope you get what you deserve
I’m happy you didn’t go to my moms funeral
He did
He went to hug me while balling like a baby over a woman who only helped him but he deliberately deceived
His tears were pathetic so I just looked past him because he no longer existed to me
“Oh it’s like that” he said
In my mind I was like “yes”
I don’t need his sympathy nor yours
She was a mother to you as well and as thanks you caused harm
Your mother came though
She’s the only one that made me cry that day
Because I had so much respect for your parents
I know they never expected you to turn out this way
They raised you right but you always left
People out of spite
And then pittyed yourself
Said you hated yourself on the daily but never tried to change the, and so that hate passed on to me
You are sly, a snake, a sex crazed fiend
You have no substance to you, you said it not me
Even your own mother noticed your narcissistic tendencies
I don’t know the story you created
Probably puts my name in vain and I’m okay with it
Because other than your parents whom know my selflessness
I don’t care what your party sees
Because you were only ever the party girl to everyone but me
You never showed yourself, a surface friend, nothing deeper, and honestly that’s for the best
Because you’d have no one if you showed your “depth”
They’d crawl in to your darkness and end up dead
So I’m happy you put on a facade for people that don’t even know that you did things behind their back that were evil
I wonder if your friend is still with him
Not knowing both your bodies left no distance
I may have egged you on with it
But I only cared about your happiness, not hers, and for that I can’t be forgiven
This is just an example of your influence
You made me a version of myself that I’m thankful I deserted
Well I guess we’ll carry on without each other
It has been years now
I thought we’d make it to the grave
But you already dug yours so I guess I’ll just bury you myself
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Ecarg Nosive
I'm a 27 year old writer from Ohio trying to make my passion, my career. Besides writing I enjoy animals, nature, and concerts.
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