The fiancé suddenly ran away

We are childhood friends, we went to the same school since childhood and grew up together. He is 2 years older than me, his house and mine live in the same neighborhood. Right from puberty we had feelings for each other, but it wasn't until I entered my second year of college that we were actually together.

He is a very good person, calm, tolerant, always ready to help everyone. People say I'm so lucky. He also loves and cares for me, always thinking about my life.

He graduated 1 year before me, then went to Ho Chi Minh City to start a career. The following year, I also followed him to the South. We rented a motel and lived together, accumulating money together until the day we would buy a house and get married.

The years after graduation were truly extremely difficult. Being a smart and brave person, he did not choose to work as an employee, but started a business. He opened a chain of clean vegetarian products and the first phase repeatedly failed. I also struggled to find a job that was suitable for me. But thinking about our future, we have more motivation to overcome everything.

After 5 years of struggling, we finally have a decent amount of money in hand. His business became more favorable, so I quit working outside to help him manage it.

We were about to have our wedding in one month when my fiancé left. He texted back that he would go to a far away place where no one knew to live alone.

I quietly arranged everything for him, from buying a house, choosing clothes, to setting the wedding date. He still listened, still accepted every plan I offered, but seemed increasingly thoughtful and as if he was contemplating something.

Until one day he called me back and said that he wanted to stop getting married because he felt he was not suitable for married life. He wants to go far away and be alone. He never changed his mind, never loved anyone else, just felt bored with the life of racing to make money and be happy as a couple. All your assets will be handed over to me.

I was exhausted and dizzy. I cried and definitely did not agree. He loves me so he can't bear to leave. I know you're no longer the same as before, but for me, keeping you by my side like that is enough. I need you and a family to live out the remaining happy years like many other girls.

I rushed to prepare plans for the wedding. I also confided in both parents so that everyone could advise him. I know he still loves me very much, I use soft crackers, tears, and the soft caress of a woman to keep him.

Unexpectedly, a month before our engagement, he left behind a handwritten letter apologizing to me and my family. From then on he cut off all contact. He said that one day I will also understand and forgive him.

I was so miserable that I turned to stone. More than 10 years of love, 7 years of difficult companionship, all my youth and youth are devoted to you. My life has only been about you, why are you so cruel to me? Now I know what to do when everything around me is really dark, there is no longer any meaning to continue living. I can't understand why you act like that, anyone who has gone through the same situation as me, please give me advice!

At first I suspected he had another girlfriend outside, so he changed his mind, but gradually I realized that he didn't have a girlfriend outside, but he often had moments of contemplation alone. I tried to understand him, tried to talk to him and grasp his thoughts, but it was very difficult. He seemed to have changed his mind and didn't want to share anything with me anymore.